missing you- ♥
I dont know what im exactly feeling.
I dont know what i wanna express out.
All i know is that there's something in this heart of mine is feeling.
Sometimes im feeling sad,
Sometimes im feeling lonely & at times i wud feel tired.
Tired of trying make myself wait,
tired of trying to convince myself that one day you'll come back.
Reading the smses you sent me still makes my heart skip a beat.
th love, th warmthness, i still feel it too.
Its like as if time was turned back to that very day when i got to know you..
The words in there felt so real.
How i wish that those words would actually be true.. especially you.
I have been longing for someone like you to appear in my life.
Someone who says the sweetest words to me day &night.
Someone who would take care &love me with all his heart.
But now, it seems that we're acting like strangers.
I miss you.
I miss your calls... your smses.
I miss having you around.
well... i just miss you, i really do!
Its been a year now since we last talked or sms or even meetup.
If only you knew how i feel right now.
I would be jumping for joy when i see you online once in awhile.
I would be screaming my heart out if its you who sent me a sms.
Haiish.. but i know deep down, its all just something that i could only wish for..
None of it will actually come true lahh kann.
Silly of me to think that i could have you.
But still, i miss you so.. I really do!
*must i go for th one that i dont love but loves me just because i cant have th one that i love?
i am not that desperate you know.. so too bad looks like i have to disappoint you..*
6:50:00 am
in the color of grace.
