lil chat? ♥
finally i decided to blog though i dunnoe wad to blog about.
and since my sissy kept asking me to update &update. lol
actually not gonna update much though.
just a few things tt came up to my mind.
heh/
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well tish afternoon was sms-ing with yayaRA.
had our lil kinda talk.
both of us are like identical in th thinking.
we kinda have th hobby to like go chat at alamak
when we're so so god damn bored lahhs.
den got tish guy kept pressurising her bout accepting him
wen she just regards him as a fren & not more than tt.
as for me.. i dunnoe la.. was so bored till i oso dunnoe
wad was i actually thinking or doing..
I kinda realise wad my frens actually means to me.
kinda think back about wad had happen last yr wen
i kinda confronted tjah over minor stuffs.
not tt im childish or anythg but its th trust tt i was trying to uphold.
i mean in frenship u've got to have tt trust in each other to really
feel and realise their true presence and meaning in our life.
For me i've gone thru different senarios in my frenship.
both th happy ones & th hurtful ones.
i've been disappointed quite a number of times.
and i oso have disappoint ppl too.
but i realise tt every event tt takes place or happens,
ALWAYS happens for a reason.
it just up to us to figure out wad it actually means.
Just like my previous blog. dunnoe how did it got deleted but in
tt blog i've got lots of painful & hurtful memories of both my
frenships & my family.
Maybe it was meant to be deleted aniwaes.
&i dun regret it even for a second.
Now i kinda feel tt my frens are so much more important in my life.
as compared to guys/bfs.
its kinda true tt guys do come&go.
as for frens they will still stay even if u dun want them.
though most gurls to wanna be pamper & treat specially
by tt someone they loved but to me, th love & concern
from my frens are enuff to fill th empty spaces tts inside of me.
its not tt im anti-guys or anythg.
im still waiting for th right guy though.. but to me its just
not th right time yet.
i have enuff of misery in my head to care about.
so dun wish to burden myself with guys plak.
ohwells guess tish is th parts&parcel of life.
th hardship tt we've to go thru & th times tt may make us grown up.
&im just glad to have my frens around me.
th ppl hu supports me no matter wad.
they are th ones hu lend me their listening ears to hear all th crap shite
problems tt i have &their shoulders for me to cry onn.
hahas. to me their shoulder are more like my tissues.
hehe/
