♥Wednesday, August 16, 2006
retaking it! ♥
Kes I was so confused la yesterday during Mt lesson.. cuz cikgu Yus asked me whether I am retaking my MT paper at the end of the yr or not.. I was like so confirm but until she showed me our results fer mid-yr and the actually OLevel paper tat we took.. she says tat I have improved alot.. yesh.. improved 2 grades up.. from a C5 to a B3.. she says tat tat ish good enuff alreadi.. no need fer me to retake.. I was so confused mayn! macam ane tak confuse seyy.. On one hand, I realli wanna concentrate on my other subject fer example maths (which ish so so so so HORRIBLE)... but on the other hand, I realli need my MT grade to help me during the OLevel.. haish.. I am so confused.. den I sat at the chair.. thinking, thinking very very very hard... yesh! me, Zara and Mar are all so confused.. the three of us have the same thinking.. its because tat fact tat we need our MT grade to help us to get to where we wanna go in the future ish confusing us.. the fact tat lands the three of us in dilemma.. jann at first decided to retake but den she changes her mind at the last moment after seeing the results tat cikgu Yus showed her.. Well, if tats wat she chooses, we cnt force or stop her rite... den while thinking, tjah and mar came and sat around me.. mar was sitting in front of me.. looking very the confused.. hahas.. i tell you arr.. her confused face ar very very the cute and farnie la.. hahas.. den Tjah says tat I shud reconsider retaking the paper as I have improved greatly in my Malay.. but Im sure tat she understand where I am standing... the onli subject tat cn save me are MT and my f&n... tish two subjects are my ONLI and dear hope... haish.. den after the long long long thought, I decided to retake... hahas.. yerpz! Im retaking my Malay Olevel paper at the end of the yr.. weeeeee~ I realli realli need the grade to help me.. so please pray fer me tat I'll get the grade tat I want hor.. please please please! Cmon... pray with me... yesh ! I noe u guys are very the kind.. hahas..
10:15:00 am
in the color of grace.