why must it be tish way..?? :( ♥
I'm so heartbroken by eUu
Why must it be tish way? wat have i done wrong to euu?? :( I am so heart broken...so hurt...well maybe I have done sumthing tat might have hurt euu till euu have the heart to do tish to me..I guess tat we just dun click tat well...*crying alone* I am so heart broken..by the two of euu..ouhwells~ maybe I do wanna end the thingy tat ish happening between us cuz I dun have the courage to let euu see the real me...I realli feel inferior of myself..I am so sorry if I ever hurt euu by making euu wait fer me..but I realli dun mean to end it tish way fer us...I've got no other options..I've got no other choices...I'm left alone in the dark..without any source of light to brighten up ma life...I was hurt...I am hurt...I am heartbroken by the ones tat I cared fer..the ones tat I loved..the ones tat are truly dear to me...the wound in ma heart ish so deep...it ish impossible to heal in the closest time possible...it will need to take its own time to heal..cuz I am still trying to heal the wound tat was once hurt by the person whom I trusted most...the person whom I care fer most..the person who was there fer me wen I needed her..the wound ish still in the process of healing...sumtimes I can still feel the pain wenever I walk pass the person hu cause all of tish..becoz of him I am hurt...becoz of him she chooses to broke it..but I dun think tat I can be selfish..cuz everyone has their own rights...so does she and so does he..if tat ish her decision, den I am considered a NOBODY to stop her..I am no one to hold her back...I cried every single time I think bout the incident tat happen to us during tat moment...mygosh! I was so disappointed...so so disappointed..haiz..well hu am I to her rite..I may just be another one of her normal frens tat she might hang around with...*ya allah..tolong berikan kekuatan kepada hamba mu ini untuk menghadapi segala rintangan yang kau akan limpah kan kepada ku..* I feel tat its best fer us to end it now rather than dragging it on without any clue of where are we actually heading towards in tish relationship..I hope euu understand..well I take it tat its over fer us..so I guess tat tish ish the end fer us..so here ish one more GOODBYE from me to euu...i wish tat I cud cry but den again...my tears wud mean nothing to euu rite..so I just hope tat euu will find sumone better than me..and I hope tat euu will be happy with tat person..good bye my dear... :'(
*I hope tat eUu will find
the other better half of ur life..
I guess tat eUu cnt be the one
hu can watch over me... :(
GoOdbye my dear..hope eUu
will have a better life without
me...bye my dear... :(*
10:47:00 pm
in the color of grace.