its his bifdae!! ♥
Well guess wat?! Today ish his bifdae...well did wish him
a happy bifdae yesterday @ 12am...actually i almost forget bout his
bifdae...ahakx..tanx to my phone cuz i it remind me bout it...
yea i oso forget tat i have save his bifdae date in my phone..ahakx..
how amusing!! well guess tat the end of everything about him,
me and everything...well its not tat i want to be reminded boout him
or anything..its just tat of everything tat i see, listen and
think are all about him...well he left me with lotsa memories of him...
all the things tat we talked bout on the phone...the msges tat
he sent me are very sweet and it did left an impact in my life...he did
gave a an impression on wat he's like and wat i can do watever
tat i want to do and achieve in life...but den again no matter wat i did
or wat i say, it will onli be a waste coz i'm very aware from the
very beginning tat all of this ish will onli lasted fer a short period of
time onli..i'm very aware tat he will not like the real me..as in
'the real' me..not my character or attitude but...well u shud noe bout
it...well tats just me..cuz i'm inferior of myself...i dun have
the confidence to commit myself to a relationship as i noe it will definitely
come to and end...coz relationship in our stage of age are all
false hopes and puppy love..true love at our age are all BULLSHIT!!
there's no true love no matter wat u say.....as i dun believe in
true love fer now....I'm just hoping tat everything will be as simple as
can be...and time will prove everything and decide everything
fer now....................................
-13/05/2006-
5:57:00 pm
in the color of grace.