was told to go and read my darling's blog cuz she wrote something for me, so did baobei. i was so so touched after reading what they both wrote for me, and i felt bad at th same time. because, all this while th plans tht we made to meetup was canceled by me. making me feel like im not worth being friends with them, not being there for them like i used to. but i am really thankful &grateful for having met such girlfriends during my journey of growing up. i felt blessed having them by my side to guide me always. all i know is, out of th 17years of my life, our friendship was by far th best investment i've ever made! so for now i shall dedicate a little greeting for all of my bestest friends, whom never fails to be there for me, to show how much they mean to me. :D*names are in alphabetical order.*to AHTIONG(my sotong):
seriously, i've got so much to say but i dont know where to start. read cher's blog and she said you dont really like long post, so im gonna make it short and sweet for you. LOL! we met each other back then when we're both still in primary school, since primary 1 if im not wrong up till now. it's been 11years now, and im still counting and wishing tht our friendship will stay as strong as it is and remain th way it is, if not closer. i'm really thankful to god for letting me meet a friend as good as you to experience th journey through my teenage years. th times we shared together, especially during sec 3 &4 was th best of th best memories i could ever asked for. we both been having kinda of th same luck, in th sense of being asked to sit with th china duos back in 3E. hahahahs, and we kept exchanging seats just so we both could sit together. no doubt, our days during sec4 was also one of th best, especially with chermaine and tjah and th guys crapping with us. i missed those days. im glad tht so far, our friendship has been quite strong, eventhough we seem to meet less of each other as th days goes by. BUT, i promise you, no matter what happens i will never ever let this friendship of ours to fade away. AND! if it wasnt for you, i wouldnt have had tht cat tht you have sent to my house. though th cat is now gone, im still thankful to you. So once again, thankyou sotong for always being there for me, and for always being a goodfriend to me no matter what. KAMSAHAMIDA CINDY! :D
to CHERMAINE(baobei):
AHHH! finally my baobei's turn. first and for most, BAOBEI I MISS YOU! LOL> yar, havent been meeting up with her for god-knows-how-long lahh. our meetup plans always kena cancel, yar by me somemore. hahahahs.. okay okay, back to my mission. i've known you since i step foot in macpherson secondary school and that we're in th same class(1C) but i only got to know you closer when we were in sec 2C since you were sitting with gary behind my row(carmen, pramod &me). though at tht point of time i still havent really gotten to know you better, not until we both ended up in th same class(3E) again. though we sure have had a few disagreements and conflicts while we're back in sec3, we still managed to patch things up back again when we finally put aside our differences which end us up being th best of th bestfriends in sec4. sitting with you and ahtiong and tjah was super crazy and super fun! we kept gossiping and making th teachers angry as we kept talking and talking and talking during their lessons. :D my most favourite lesson would definitely be Food &Nutrition(F&N) class with mdm mazlinda nagging at us always bout our Olvl coursework and practical. and there were times when we would just confide in each other bout whats going on in our lives and stuff like that, when we would be updating each other bout tht new guy tht makes our hearts flutters. hahahahs, i still remember you telling me bout your tht navy guy, Dominic, and also tht black magnet, KC, back then.. we would share our tears together, our joy together and those fun time we had in secondary school. to tell you th truth, when im around you i felt safe, because you're like th elder sister to me watching over me ahtiong and tjah.. it feels great to know tht there will always be someone there for you when you need her, and for tht i really wanna thankyou for always been looking out for me all this while. with you around, my secondary school days just be more worth it. KAMSAHAMIDA baobei, for always being a goodfriend to me. we meetup soon okays, saturday i promise(: I LOVE YOU!
to JANN(scandalku):
ohgosh! i bet this one's gonna be a very long one since i've got soooo much to say bout our friendship, our times shared going crazy together.. but i would just make it a short and sweet one since i've got loads more to go.. this girlfriend of mine, known her when i was in secondary school but we only got closer when we were in sec3. yup can you believe that? LOL. we took 2 freaking years just to get to know each other even when we both were in th same malay class during sec 1 &2.. hahahahs.. no matter what, i am very happy to get to know you. i still remember th first time we went out together, just th 2 of us, going to bugis right after your SYF competition.. YES! directly after your SYF we went out to bugis to hangout and have fun together, we took neoprints too! up till now, it's been 3years now and im still counting and hoping tht it will go on and on till th end.. you're now one of my greatest girlfriends ever, in fact one of my sisters beside zara and mar. you had done th greatest and sweetest things for me tht i could have ever imagine.. i didnt think any friend could ever do tht to me, but you prove me wrong.. you've been there every moment of my life whenever im down or was at my worst.. you've seen th ugliest sight of me, tht is seeing me cry, and being there for me even when i pushed you away.. even though we've been thru some rough patch in our friendship, we manage to make things right and get back to th times we were happy again. i still remember the time when you surprise me at bedok green sec sch's gate right after my last Olvl paper. i was really surprised and happy tht you were there even when it was early in th morning.. i didnt think i would see you there, i didnt even know tht you were coming down to meet me tht day.. it was good seeing you in fact having you there with me was good enough.. you never fail to put a smile on my face and never fail to go crazy with me whenever we meetup or hangout.. yes, those good times spent with you was in fact th hardest to ever forget no matter where i am or how old i am.. im just soo glad to have you as my friend, really i am. i promise i would never ever let anything spoil th friendship tht we have built. thankyou sister, thankyou for everything tht you have done for me all this while.. im really appreciative of th things you have done to cheer me up or just to make me happy. no one could ever replace you, you'll always and forever will be my greatest friend ever.. SARANGHAEYO JANN! :D
to MAR(devilku):
DEVILKU! seems like you will never escape our teasing moments of you.. hahahahs, dont worry babe you'll get your revenge when th chances appear :D as like how i've known jann, you also one of th bestest friends ive ever met during my years in secondary school. and i really appreciate everything that you have done for me be it just to cheer me up or to make me laugh.. since it's your birthday today, i really hope you have enjoyed it to th upmost cause i know we still have yet to get you a proper birthday prezzie.. and yes, i also wanna thanked you for spending th days with me just to accompany me when my parents were gone, i know it was pretty boring here, but you still stayed on no matter what.. i'll promise th next time you sleepover it'll be better than th previous okays? i know your part may seems to be a little short, but no words can actually describe how grateful am i to have you as a friend. really i am. once again, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SISTERKU! i'll pray for your safety always and i hope tht ALLAH will bless you and your life with all his might.. KAMSAHAMIDA & SARANGHAEYO MAR! :D
to TIERS(darling):
satu cinta. means one love.
YES! i havent meetup this bitch(this is how we both address each other) for a veryy long time.. as you put it, yes it seems like a lifetime since we last met up. I MISS YOU SOO MUCH DARLING! ohgosh, without you my sec2 days would have been veryy BORING &LIFELESS! yes it would have been that way if there's no you in it.. i still remember tht time when i run to you and hug you when we received our end of year results and th class tht we're posted to in sec3.. i was so upset tht i wouldnt be in th same class as you ever again, i tot tht would have been th end lorr.. but we still kept our friendship going on strong even when we both are in different class liao.. even up to sec4 we were still having our chat session during recess.. it's been going on for 4years now, and im still counting and looking forward to more years ahead.. i really miss you lahh darling, im really looking forward to this Saturday yeah, we're gonna hangout together. YES I CANT WAIT! anyways, im really grateful for having you as my bestestfriend, no matter what happens i'll always keep this friendship going strong.. th times we shared would never be forgotten no matter what happens in th future.. even if i were to suffer from amnesia, i would still not want to forget th times i shared with you, th times when we headed down to bugis right after school, when we had fun going to th movies, taking neoprints and just hangout in th company of you and shuxian.. i really missed those times, i could never have asked for anything better than those times i had going crazy and lame with you.. thankyou, thankyou sooo much for everything tht you had done for me all this while.. for every single time you spend listening to my craps, and every single gift you bought me. KAMSAHAMIDA TIERS! i love you darling! :D
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to ZEE(loverku):
like finally, im down to my last friend in my list of greetings. and this one is for none other than th girl who have never fail to be there for me no matter what. ZARA, this one goes out to you. okay, you're like th next longest friendship i've ever had besides ahtiong as you're also one of my primary school mate.. i've known you since we're still in primary 2 lagik, what more can i say, you like know almost everything bout me lahh kann.. yes we even had our dirty little secret together.. and im proud to be one of your goodfriends, even better a sister. eventhough we sorta drifted apart when we're in our early secondary school year, but we still made it back when we reached sec3.. up till now, our friendship has been exactly worth a decade.. and yes i was veryy happy to share my moments of joy and sadness with you, no doubt you were th person i always look for when im in deep shite or just at my very lowest point of my life.. i like th way you console me, because you're not one of th fakers who would pretend tht everything would be alright and just say stuff to just cheer me up, but you would actually join in with me as you know how it really feels to come from an incomplete family. tht is why i felt a veryy strong bond between us.. whenever you're around me, i felt tht i was in good hands and tht im safe as there is a person who would look out for me and would never let anyone try to hurt me or bring me down.. for tht i am veryy grateful to you.. i know we both have been through alot in this friendship, all th ups &downs tht were given to us by HIM above.. it was all a test to see whther our friendship will still stand as strong as it has been.. and im very glad tht we manage to pull through every each one of those tests.. you veryy well know tht you're like a sister to me, a sister who has been there to like look after and take care of me even when you yourself arent really in th best shape of your life.. im really thankful to HIM for letting me meet with such a goodfriend like you.. your friendship means a hell lot to me, and it was and always be th best damn thing tht ever happen in my life.. afterall, without you i'll lose a strong pillar of strength and hope, since you're like th person who knew most of th shite tht ever happened in my life.. thankyou, thankyou sister for everything tht you have done for me.. every single thing tht has made me smile and even things tht has made me cry, because for tht i manage to grew up and become stronger than what i was back then.. SARANGHAEYO ZARA! :D